I haven’t eaten at all today and I go make tea and he says “Jeez all you did is eat!” I just wanted to punch him!
Then I just made some more tea and he goes “You’re going to eat all of that?” He was comepletely fucking serious. He thought it was a big deal that I was going to eat all of my tea.
Maybe I’ve gained more weight than I think. I’m extending my fast. No more 108 hours. I’m going 132 hours. I need to lose all this weight!
you are not fat. you are beautiful. food is to make you healthy, not to hurt you! don’t listen to people who speak lies to you! ignore him. he has no right to speak to you that way. you are not defined by your weight, by other people’s opinions, or by your least favorite quality. you are loved.
